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Trip Planning

I don’t know but I assume other people do this, plan a dream trip away. Kate and I want to go to America and there’s so much we want to see there it might take many trips (which is OK). But you have to start somewhere and while Kate was out last night I was watching some documentary about high speed trains (I have no idea why but it was on). It gave me an extra idea for the fly-drive trip we want to do to Boston and Washington.

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Despite good things happening at the moment I still feel oddly melancholy and down.
I feel like I’m swimming against the tide and there’s nothing I can do about it. I’m helpless, without power or control and it’s scary. I can’t even drive home any more without shouting at another driver and I struggle to concentrate on things.
I worry about money often but it’s not only that this time.
I don’t think I need to relax or something because I’m not really doing anything. Perhaps I’m getting fed up of doing nothing and need to do something but I don’t really want to do anything. Just sit and watch TV.
I can’t get excited about anything any more. I look forward only to things being not as frustrating as they were.
Is anybody looking out for me? Does anyone actually care?

I just heard this and it sounds pretty much how I feel. Although I don’t really miss anyone.
Missing on the Motorway (Shadow vs Everything But The Girl) by Tiger Mendoza
To re-iterate I have a loving wife and I know that, I love her too.

Update:
I’m feeling better today. Better to have talked about it and I will do something about it when I have the time (more about why I have little time soon).

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